It’s been two years, and I’m still learning to manage my wants. The disappointments are great, but there have been great joy and love as well. It is still hard to get over the disappointments, but it has been getting easier as I look to Christ to satisfy rather than at Man. Tough times are for us to see how lacking we are, and how much we need Christ so that we can show grace and love to each other. Even as I struggle through my desires and the reality that I am in, I am thankful that I have a God that knows me so perfectly that He knows exactly how I feel and what is best for me. And I am thankful that He is journeying with us and moulding us to be good partners for each other.